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Monday, May 14, 2018

I'm scared...

Dear my dearest cutie pie,
I am losing my way and I'm scared. I feel awfully lost...
I need you. Please find me

Thursday, May 10, 2018

A message from you

Dear bitter sweetie pie,
I can't come back... I want to. I wish to. But knowing that we don't have a future together got me tearing and breaking a little on the inside everyday. I can't imagine being more than friends with you and not having you would be like, it would break my heart to pieces. I like you so much.

I just wanted to hear your voice. I heard your voice and everything about us was back to the light humor on FaceTime, but off it, we are back to where we were.

We had fate to encounter each other on cyber net but we are not meant to be together. :(

This makes me so sad more than you would ever have any inkling about it.

Missing you,

Tan

Friday, May 4, 2018

Your occupation is a robber and your expertise is a heart-breaker

5/3/18
Dear BFF,
Almost three weeks without you even though I am the one cutting us off, but you made me do it. Maybe it wouldn't be such a bad case of a heartache if you simply tell me to go to Hades and leave you alone. I would. You know this time I would. But you made it in a way that I felt so low that I had to do it. You suck. You suck for not caring. You suck for not trying. I am hurting and you think I am being over-dramatic. You don't understand the pureness of a girl's feeling till you missed your only chance at the greatest love of your life and the consequence of your action kept me from the greatest love of my life.
Miss you,
Tan 

Collective words of dark times

I simply just miss you so much. I feel so lost and I just want to be done with this. I miss you terribly. I read our old carefree conversa...